I wasn’t sure what to title this one, so I’m just winging it. I want to do more with this blog throughout 2020, I’m having so much fun with it, minus any mental health days, obviously.
I dedicate Monday’s to mental health related posts and Friday’s to video games. I’ve also had a Wednesday post day for a little while now. I’ve felt like that can be for whatever topic that interests me. That won’t be changing but I’ve had some worries about what I can actually share for the topic.
I’m very interested in true crime as a topic. I find serial killers fascinating, their mindset and what makes them do the vile things that they do. I don’t like them as people, but you mention that you’re interested in serial killers, you get branded as someone who “stans” them. With lack of a better word there, from my experience, it’s always a negative response.
I am also very invested in some sports, wrestling, movies, music, goth culture, nature, animation, cinematography and so much more. I’m just not brave enough to talk about all of it.
Anxiety plays a lot in my reluctance to share things I want to share, it also stems from being bullied and belittled through my teens and my adult life. I’ve been told by people I’m not good enough, someone from my past told me that me even having a blog is pointless because it’s views aren’t stellar compared to others, I’ve been excited about things for people to shut them down. I know this is stuff I have to change, and I will work on it.
I also get really nervous replying to comments and tweets sometimes. So if I’ve ever missed your replies or whatever. I’m so sorry, it’s nothing personal. I just panic that I’ll make myself look stupid. Years of being beaten down emotionally can affect you in the most random of ways.
I don’t really plan on changing my schedule or anything, I will probably add a random post on a day I don’t tend to post on, if the content is there, but I want to expand the blog a lot further than it is now.
I’d like to collaborate, do interviews, post more aspects of my life. I know this blog doesn’t have one set theme but the idea behind the name “OneNerdsBrain” was focus on all aspects of myself, so I guess I loosely qualify for lifestyle.
Sorry this has become a tangent, I just wanted to let people know what’s what with me and the future of this blog.
So, to end this tangent with a question, would it be worth adding disclaimers or warnings to posts with a darker theme, or a triggering nature?